I have always wondered who reads my blog. I know..of all randomness but I just feel very nudgy right now. If that's a word. No I mean really, especially non-bloggers. Do people really take that much interest in anything I say over here because truthfully speaking I don't even know what I am saying myself. Sometimes.I wish I had an emoticon that could describe my expression right now but it's somewhere along a pouted lip and a raised eyebrow. Let me throw in the slightly blank eyes too. Use your own imagination to figure it out. I hope you did not just immitate me though.
So of the many total hours spent to care for this still very often-neglected blog, I just wonder if it's all worth something rather than just an unexpected addiction which came trotting my way about slightly a year ago. Of course, I mean, thanks to those faithful readers who wake up and make it an event to read this blog. Wait, that sounded a bit much. Rephrase - Thanks to those who make it a point to click on that link of mine or visit my blog site at all. I mean whats a blog with no readers. Honestly.. Absolutely!
Well with the best of my ability, I hope to leave a little signature in each and everyone of my readers. And did I already mention, yes, thank you. I just wish that more of my friends had a blog that I could be a reader to. I guess it comes down to a commitment issue in the end, if one is prepared to share, tend, sacrifice, and entertain all by words, pictures and sometimes videos alone.
Blogging. I take it as a hobby- a word I no longer use very often anymore. I feel like it even helps me in my writing especially during my recent trials. My essay about "Changes" was a non-fiction factual based on the thoughts of a free-minded blogger from yours truly that almost, in such a way, could have been plucked out of this very site.
As much as I hate to say that the time and effort I have spent on this blog is heap-loading, the demand it calls for is worth my while and I am admittedly guilty for all the uncountable give-in's over the past times especially during the times when days seem suffocatingly short. All that exist now is of my own doing and during no event was I ever forced to blog. So for me, time spent here is another plus one for the tally.
This is what happens to a blogger girl in a blogger world.
